Tears

Life is so unexpected.

I can only imagine how it feels like to watch someone so dear decline from a healthy person with a healthy lifestyle.

As I walked through those doors today, and see what I saw today, my eyes swelled up.

I felt like crying right there and then.

I can understand what mum said, when she told me, 'everytime we visit him, it becomes emotionally draining for us'.

He was such a loving husband, doting father, and joyful friend. Life is so unfair for this to happen to a person who does not smoke nor drink.

To be reduced to being bedridden in the course of a few weeks, to lose so much weight, cannot be a good sign.

Please dear God, give him the strength and will to fight on for both himself and his family. And for his family to stay strong by his side.

I won't say goodbye
Because everytime I close my eyes
You're always reflected in my mind
- Ashita Ga Kuru Nara ~ JUJU with JAY'ED