'You are out of my sight, but you will never be out of my heart, I may not see your face, but I will always remember your smile, I will never hear your voice again but you will forever whisper in my ear, I never got to say goodbye to you, or tell you how much you really meant to me, one day we will meet at heavens gate and I will be witj you again and this time it will be forever' - Rashida Rowe

I really want to make a keepsake of some sort for dad and working the photobook and sorting though all those photos of you and us, is so emotionally draining. I can't help but cry every time, and at the risk of going to work with swollen eyes, I can only work on it during the weekends.

It's so painful and it still hurts so much.